안넝 친구들… *sighs* -.-
I talked about the possibility of the JYJ concert in berlin with mom this morning and she was all like “naah, I don`t know…” and she told me with the money and the house matters she don`t want to go??! EEEH????!?! WHAT? 정말로??? I think I MISHEARD SOMETHING!?
At first she said she comes with me to the concert when the boys come and now she wants to send me alone to berlin or what? Oo Me? Alone in Berlin? ARE YOU F*CKING KIDDING ME MOM!?
Me in a big city, with all the weird ppl there around + what should I do alone in my hotel 2 days long anyway! REALLY! As if I don`t have enough problems with attending this concert already! WHAT IS THIS MOM!? You cannot send me, as a woman, alone to a big city! You aren`t afraid that maybe something could happen to me?
진짜! Now not even the thing with ajeossi who has to give me a day off at this bad date is included in the story and it already looks hopeless fot me to attend? WHAT IS THIS!
OTL LIFE, #WAEUNO STOP MESSING ME UP FOR NO REASON? I`VE NEVER EVER DONE A THING TO YOU! ㅠ~ㅠ
Seriously, wae is is always me? Each and every time I`m the person who`s live gets f*cked up all the time. Wae? What did I do to deserve this? The only explanation is: I must have done bad things in my previous live… OO
WHAT DA HELL!
This is SO totally the “Wakarimasen! of the day” + “The most f*cking…” …happening! >< AISH! #AFangirlsPain
Maybe I can make a plan B with my best friend… she once said she wants to attend a k-pop concert to see what it is about with the k-pop and the cassies.
I don`t know of she has time or still wants to go, but I`ll ask her.
If I cannot convince mom to go with me, then I will go with my best friend. Maybe we can meet up in Leipzig then an travel to berlin together. Then I don`t have to be alone in berlin for the 2 1/2 days and don`t have to walk around between all these hundereds of ppl in front of the tempodrom!
Ah! Now there comes something to my mind… I have to talk to my soulmatesister about another matter… Aigoo, but don`t want to interrupt her studies… She has to study a lot these days. I don`t want to distract her all the time. She`s short on time anyway lately.
And talking about my #soulmate… I complained a lot about the thing with mom. I mean: WHAT DA FACK! How can she change her mind now? She knew it from the start! And she also knows that I really, really want to attend! AISH!
There`s #nothingwrongwith going to this concert! Wae can`t we just go? *siiiighs* 나 어 떻게??
All the happenings in the last time + the concert trouble brought up a new habit: To forget about this matters I have to listen to SuJu. That simply means: Listen to something that don`t reminds me of the bad things.
Don`t get me wrong, I love our boys and I would never blame them for anything. It´s not their fault that my life is so f*ucked up and I only have trouble with concerts. But when the stans get too dumb agian or all the trouble annoys me too much I turn on other music. SuJu is very suitable for this purpose because I like them very much ^^ + they have songs that makes you autimatically happy (like “Dancing Out”, “No Other”, “Victory Kores”, “Seoul Song” or “Happiness”)
Well, but bat to my #soulmate: I also talked about other things with her today.
My future plans again. Yeah, after moving is komplete Noona will start to get many mice ^^ well, bit by bit of course. I will start to get the 4 residents for my newly rebuilt terra. I will visit the animal shelter for this purpose. Not that many ppl believe it, but there are not just dogs and cats in the animal shelter. There are also mice.
And almost no one knows about this but: There are INDEED ppl who abandon their mice, put them into a box and leave them somewhere. This not only happens to young cats! (in germany it`s forbidden to just throw your animal into the wood or elswhere and let it run around there).
Well, anyways: I decided to take at least 2 mice from the shelter this time. But I see the scenario right in front of me, before my inner eye: They are all so cute and I will take 4 fromt he shelter.
I would really love to taken them from the shelter. Cynthia said they need a “caring mommy”. Yes, I think so. I don`t think many ppl want to have them 😦 That`s so sad. The mice in the animal shelter are already abandoned and then they have to live a live there, in cages who are too small, in most of the cases they have to live alone because the shelter ppl have no idea about how to put them together so that they don`t kill each other. (maybe some of you already know: You have to put mice who don`t know each other togehter very carefully and with a -special- method or else they will kill each other. -.- mice are a little complicated, but this is just at the beginning.)
Tomorrow we are at our new house again. Then I will check where I have to put my terra. I`m afraid if I place it in the corner right in front of the door maybe no one can come in then XD aaah! A little tricky! But I will find the right place for it. It`s not that of a problem.
@siwon407: “@Brianjoomuzik 못본지 너무 오래됫네형^^ miss you so much, 난 요즘 다시 형 1집듣는다^^!”
Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ KYAAAHH!!! =DDD Siwon is missing Brian! Awww! HOW CUUUTIE!!! *giggle* hehehe… those cuties! They never fail to make me smilie. really. *pinches Brian & Siwon*
I love those two! ^^ Thanks you Siwon! You just made my day waaaayyyy better! I feel better now! You did a great job! *jumps and hugs Siwon totally hyper and then runs away happily, leaves behind a Siwon with a -what da hell just was that? oO- expression*
(I like it to be random with Siwon! ㅋㅋㅋ I`d like to be random this way more often!)
ah! maybe I can when the couple series with Siwon starts! … meh… I wonder when my photohost is able to overcome his bandwidth exceedance… It`s so annoying that I cannot do the couple series! Couple series is much fun and often just so cute! Waaaae oh wae!
Photohost, #waeuno stop being mean to me, eh? I want to do the couple series again!
AISH! >< No one can see a thing! Stupid bandwidth! But there`s no way I will pay for my photohost! I have 4 from photobucked! Shall I pay for all 4? I need my money! Cannot waste it on photohost!
Yesterday I talked to @dbskalwaysLDYF and I finally found out that this DBSK blog I saw some time ago is her blog! XD OMG! I have to talke a closer look at my followers blogs in future! Then maybe I would have realized earlier! *facepalm*
Somehow Emmy was very happy that we talked a little. Wae? ^^ But I`m always happy to meet OT5`s.
Like Emmy`s blog dbskalways` blog is more objective. Somehow many blogs are more objective than mine is it… me? My fault?
But, although I feel always a little ashamed because of that, I never said this blog is only a serious news blog. It was and it will always be a fangirl blog. It`s there for fangirling, ranting and all the things that make my world go round. So it`s really okay!
And… ah, today is so boring. What to do?
Yeah, we can watch today`s 인기가요 (Inkigayo) performances:
‘Inkigayo’ performances from October 2nd’s “Save the Green Earth Concert”
jeez… the title of the first SuJu performance is wrong! They DO NOT perform Superman! NU, NU, NU!!!!
And: Mr. Simple without Siwon and Heechul is really not the same D: but still: grat job guys! I`m sure you are tired now (Ryeowook already went to bed just now =) )
Well, and what do I do now? I saw that the first episode of “Poseidon” is subbed on KimchiDrama! I will watch this now, because soulmatesister is busy. *rushes to KimchiDrama*