First of all, my thoughts are still with the Park family. Hope they are okay… Well, as okay as you can be when one of your loved ones died.
Then: I wanted to tell you about my gaming now.
Gaming Day 10:
First we ran around a little longer in Grand Pulse. I found one of the Cactor statues the hunters spoke of. I touched it and what appeard? A biiiiiig Cactor (“Erz-Kaktor” in german, dunno how this thingy is called in english) appeared. The cactor`s attacks were…. naah, not thaaaat dangeroud for my group (since they are already on a good level). I had to be a bit careful, yeah, but in the end we celebrated a victory! After that fight I left the Grassland and the hunter`s camp to go for sunleth. But there was nothing to do for my party yet. So I decided that we will go to Oerba.
So we traveled back in time to Hope and the Yáshás area. We used the portal there to travel to Oerba.
once we were there we found another crystal (with Mog`s help) and entered a paradox. To solve the paradox we needed to connent some crystals and the the paradox was gone.
So I took a look around. the next paradox was already very present but the street leading into Oerba was still the same. We fought the typical monsters you usually find in Oerba and then I walked downstairs towards the next paradox. I almost bumped into a small robot and was like “OMO! BHAKTI!” *hahaha* That cute little thingy! (well, cute for a robot)
I fought some more monters and then I saw ANOTHER Bhakti roll around. eeeeeh? what is this? Never knew there were more than one! Is this a phenomenon caused by the paradox? However, the next paradox waited to be solved. So we did. Game with the crystals is fun!
More of Oebra is open to run around now but I saved the game and stopped gaming at that part. (yeah, gaming sessions wasn`t that long)
➤ Super Junior becomes the first Korean artists to hold two solo concerts in Macau
Thinking about it… Besides my massive emoness and regret that I cannot got to SuperShow in Paris… there would have been maybe even more regret after concert. Wae?
Oh surely not because of SuJu or the show (or my company: The VIP and the ELFi), but because of the stuff my camera captured. Video/audot is more like “meh. sucks. :/” and photos are so-so. It´s hard to get some good photos at concerts with my cam.
Beore I go on another concert I want to buy a new camera! I HAVE TU BUY A NEW CAMERA or my concert memories will be forever crappy because of crappy cam! ><
➤ Now the many Big Bang news, starting with: THE BURGER!
Big Bang transforms into a hamburger in recent selca
Ah haha! How cute! Poor Sungri, he`s under everyone else. He must have been flat as a pancake. hahahah! xD Seungri completely squished, other having fun = Big Bang playing Burger!
I had really much fun looking these photos!
➤ Okay a little late now but here`s BB at Inkigayo from the 11th! (last Sunday):
Big Bang makes a hot comeback with 3 tracks on ‘Inkigayo’!
*sarcasm* oooh yeah, blocked videos again! I love it! OTL */sarcasm end* YouTube, you know what? F*CK YOU!
I searched for these videos because it`s too awesome to be edited out by YouTube!
Intro & Blue
➤ Big Bang’s Taeyang surprises IU for White Day?
OMG SUN! IU, this was your lucky day! ^^ I think they are cute together!
➤ Clip of IU kissing Taeyang on SBS ‘Heroes’ once again receives attention
➤ Really?! I´m curious about that one!
G-Dragon’s solo comeback scheduled for August
➤ Big Bang talks about the inspiration behind their hairstyles
ah haha! their hairstyles were ispired by food and a white horse? Wow, that`s simple but it turned out awesome! See everyone? It can be so easy!
➤ Check out Big Bang’s Japanese “Fantastic Baby” MV
althought it sounds weird to me (well, to japanese ppl of course not ^^) the MV is okay. I liked korean version and MV way better, but oh well. This is the japanese version. No need to directly compare to korean version. They are still awesome!
➤ Big Bang’s Seungri shows off his aegyo
Awww! It´s really cute! When he`s like that I just want to adop him! ( ˆ ω ˆ ) Yeah, I openly admit that I have some kind of little weakness for Seungri. (reminds me of… I think it was SS501`s Jungminnie??? but not because of Seungri`s pose, it`s because of the feet in the picture xD)
But like I said: the baby will always be the baby. Do what you want Seungri, we will keep you in mind for things like THAT! *haha*
➤ HEEEY! =D WHAAAAT?!? REALLY!??
Big Bang featured on Grammy.com
YOU GAIS! *imitating Emmy* GIVE THEM TONS OF GRAMMIE`S YOU HEAR ME?!?
This… this is seriously WOW! CONGRATS BIG BANG! 축하해, 빅뱅! 대to the박!
➤ Big Bang’s G-Dragon sends a candy kiss for White Day
사탕! =D (Oh yeah, I learned that word from brother ^^d *haha*) Funny GD! ^^ I always want candy. Gimme some! :3 #LittleKid
➤ JTBC`s Music On Top:
Big Bang claims victory + Performances from March 14th’s ‘Music on Top’
YAY for Big Bang! + I recommend Jay Park`s performance of “Know Your Name”.
➤ Talking of brother just now… He already tweeted 2 days ago:
“ぼくの初めてのDVD『JUNO HISTORY VOl.1』今日発売‼おうえんしてくれているみなさんへの、White Dayのプレゼント☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o” and when I got google right he said his DVD is his gift for us to White Day. ^____^
➤ GeGe visited the 7 children he sponsors recently:
– (120312) Handing hoodies to the children.
ㅠ~ㅠ GeGe~~~ You and your 7 children T.T You`re such a good person!
– (120312) Love Life Activity // Visiting the students’ homes and giving out lamps.
Oh man… those ppl are so poor… HanGeng, everything you give them will help them! Ai… >< they almost have nothing.
➤ GeGe & “To Our Eventually Lost Youth”:
Discussing the script with director, Vicki Zhao.
➤ Who’s the skinniest and heaviest among male idol groups?
You want to know my honest opinion that? I think all besides the ones in the last two categories (average & proportional) are way too thin or at a least “they could have a bit more weight ㄱ-ㄱ”-thin! Yes. *nods to herself*
➤ HoMin got 12 sites?!?!? =D
Men’s Club Magazine 2012.05 issue featuring 12-pages of Tohoshinki
<a href=”http://www.allkpop.com/2012/03/full-mv-for-tvxqs-still-revealed” title=”http://Full MV for TVXQ’s “STILL” revealed
Beautiful song, beautiful HoMin! Awwww! I love their hair!❤❤❤ And I love this song!❤❤❤
➤ Aaaaaand it was a huge success!
TVXQ debuts at #1 on Oricon with “STILL”
➤ *o* oooooh~
[Pic] Tohoshinki – Weekly Calendar 2012
Wonderful HoMin~~ They look so pretty, beautiful, adorable and nice int he pictures!
btw… this reminds me of the fact that I still need to buy their “El Sol” photobook T^T but me is too moneyless to buy it! *runs away crying*
➤ oh… was this in a newspaper of Lima?
‘Korean Fever: Who is JYJ and what is the reason for all the fascination?’
Okay… First: THEY DID IT AGAIN! AAAAARRRRGH!!!! JUSTIN BIBER?!?!?!
BUT! second: in the end I liked how the sentence ended: “The devotion seemed much greater than that held for idols such as Justin Bieber and the Jonas Brothers.” MUAHAHAHA! *victorious laugh* OF COURSE!
➤ Yoochun-aaaaaah~~~ You are sooooo nice!
[News] 120313 JYJ’s Yoochun gifts staff with sneakers
Was this before his father died? I cannot eve think clear about that… did he die at March the 14th or 13th? >< well, donsen`t change the fact that Chunnie is such a nice person!
➤ JYJ is the first Korean band to perform solo in Latin America
Article Quote: “K-pop fans here currently number 20,000 to 30,000.” WHAT DA–! THAT`S SO MUCH!
… I wonder how many k-pop fans we have in number in germany. well, we will never know but I would be soooo curious to know about that!
➤ Wow! so many ppl in front of JYJ`s hotel in Peru!
[Pic] 120311 JYJ Official Facebook
I only hope they behaved and didn`t acted like sasaeng ppl… or… O.O much more horrible: Became sasaeng ppl when the boys arrived
➤ FAN ACCOUNT! :3
[FanAccount] A fan coincidentally meets JYJ when departing from Peru Airport
aww, how nice! What a nice fan! This is exactly how I want to be if I would bump into them somewhere. I won`t freak out. I will not scare them or act like some stupid stalker. I would just want to quietly watch them, maybe follow them a bit with a good distance between us. This is the kind of fan I want to be
Behaving like this fan in the account will leave the best impression on the boys. Well, well, sasaeng ppl. The boys will surely love to remember something like this more than your stupid stalking and your stupid actions! What to say besides: This is how it`s done. Just perfect behaviour and a very good sample for a fan who has the well being of the ones she loves in mind. I´m proud of her!
➤ Another JYJ matter: Help malaysian cassie sisters to have an opportunity to see JYJ!
They are waiting for such a long time now! And they cry each time their hopes are shattered again 😦 and again. I feel bad for my malaysian friend. I know how a heartbreak like this feels T^T I know very well. *suffers in silence because of … you know what! + other events*
It`s on facebook: [SURVEY] JYJ SHOWCASE LIVE IN MALAYSIA 2012
The problem is: many ppl would be willing to go see JYJ but they are kinda not willing to make a move for it…(anymore?) oO I dunno what`s up with many of malaysian sisters. They maybe already gave up on it?
HOW SAD! I also know how it feels when you give up on it! T^T *suffers in silence again* *not emo-ing around in public anymore*
➤ About the thing with the sasaeng ppl again *sighs* But it`s interesting to read but also a bad story again (oh yeah, I´m sorry, there ist just nothing good to say about sasaeng ppl! >____< )
[Trans] Idol manager of 10 years discloses his memories of Sasaeng fans
OMGZ! I ALWAYS TOLD YOU, DIDN`T I? Before criticizing the managers, the idols or both think about their situation and jobs! It`s so stressful! And the “always present, always stalking like agents”-sasaeng ppl are such a pain in the ass! >< I cannot even!
➤ AND WHAT A PAIN THEY ARE!
Reporters uncover the dark truth behind the daily activities of Sasaeng fans
It`s more like the “sad, dark, insane, unbelievabale painful truth of stupidity & complete fan FAIL” …. (OH MY GOD! oO what a sentence I made there! D= )
I mean: C’MON!!!! *facepalms* WHAT?????? —> WHAT IS THIS?—-> Quote: “We give them the support they need to get popular. Singers are celebrities.“
STALKING THEM TO DEATH IS BEING -HELPFUL- TO THEM? YOU CALL THIS SUPPORT?!??! [sarcasm] Ooooh, so 95% of fandom is not helpful and not relevant because we don`t stalk them like the police a criminal. And they even dare to think they “need” to be stalked?!?? … aaaaah yes, I see… You ppl are such good ‘fans’….
[/sarcasm END] NOT! AISH! >__< NOOOOOOO!
These kids are sick! they are insane! They are disgusting, cray-cray-cray-*insert endless cray`s here*to be exact! And they surely have lost it completely! To the maximum, if you like!!!!
THEY ARE PISSING ME OFF SOOOOOOO EFFIN’ MUCH! AAAAAH! NO WORDS!
… == *eyes all of them* there was a trend before on twitter called “LET THE MADNESS BEGINN”. This is what you need to say if I should ever meet sasaeng ppl! Killer-mode would be definitely set to “ON”! ==””””
How can ppl be so cray?
I call them “sasaeng ppl(!)” because the word “fan” is a FAIL to use on them. A fan wants their idols to be happy. A fan won`t break into their houses at night or stalk them all day until they go insane.
I don`t blame any idol or any manager on this earth who was ever rude or violent to sasaeng ppl. You have to imagine someone follows you like your shadows, controling and seeing every second what you do… this is HELL!
Before anyyone judges ppl for reacting like they did they should think about what they had and still have to endure every freakin’ day.
How long would it be possible, for a normal person like you and me, to live with a big bunch of stalker glued to you wherever you go – and even at night in your house? THIS IS SCARY LIKE HELL! + EVERYONE would explode one day, because you`re so helpless about them and they do nothing but bad things to you!
These ppl create a nightmare for their idols! >< Horrible! So horrible!
Quote: “I heard that there is also a girl that prostitutes herself to make money for her sasaeng activities.”
How insane can ppl be? How cray is that?
These kids and even older ppl (actually clearly at the age of real adults with 37 who should know better!) have no own life and no respect for other ppl, following them. Stalking them. They are truely the shame of every fandom!
Not just the cassiopeian, of every fandom. They are the shame of k-pop!
Oh yeah, and then they wonder why everyone rages at them and they even dare to say it`s not right that everyone has such a bad view on them…
How twisted can a mind become? ㄱ-ㄱ There is truely no limit to stupidity, ignorance and cray-ness among them.
And: uuuhuuuu *plays the surprised/impressed* they have ‘rules’! ooooh, I see. So generous of you that you`ve put up ‘rules’!
CUT THE CRAP KIDS! Stop lying to yourselves! –Not to kiss them– when you`ve already broken in to their houses, you already were messing with their personal belongings & even them while they were sleeping is called a ‘rule’? I call this a crappy fail-try to find a little, tiny excuse for your wrong doings! OTL!!!!!!
*sighs* my, my! I could rant about this 4ever! I swear! >< I don`t get those ppl! I just don`t understand it! Stalking them isn`t love, nor support, nor being a ‘fan’, nor being good for them or to them & nor being helpful as a fan at all.
➤ Shinhwa news!
Sneak Peek of Shinhwa’s Comeback MV!
➤ This is also kinda sad:
Shinhwa members regret going public with previous relationships
Because of some stupid fans they need to regret to go public with previous relationships. We all know there are fangirls out there who just cannot accept that they can never be with their Oppa and hate on their girlfriends… ts. Kids! THIS➜ And do it da f*ck fast! It´s for the sake of yourself and for the sake of your idol`s, respectivel for their happiness. SOMEONE PLEASE KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO IMMATURE FANGIRLS!
➤ This was a little bit of “what da—! oO”- moment for me again:
Shinhwa members open up about plastic surgery
*reads article* “Shin Hye Sung added that he reluctantly underwent plastic surgery before debut, while Jun Jin and Kim Dong Wan evoked laughter by explaining they were quick to take up the plastic surgery advice by SM Entertainment‘s Lee Soo Man.”
*re-reads slowly* LEE… SOO… MAN? o.o That guy! seriously! Excuse me but… what da fack!? ‘Advice’? What kind of advice it this to give to kids, eh? Old man, you are suspicious to me! OTL~~
➤ oh? Brother, what were you doing this for?
So this is where Junho send us that one picture from? ^^
➤ This song is soooo beautiful-nice! “Time Machine”~
Girls Generation releases full PV for “Time Machine”
➤ How sad T^T :
Sad story about the SuJu Leader`s family issue
I felt so bad for him! What kind of mom is this! And… WHAT KIND OF DAD! ㅠ~ㅠ
➤ EVEN MORE SAD! I just read that!
[Trans] 120315 Park Yoochun, Park Yoohwan Exhausted Themselves In The Midst of Sadness For Their Father’s Death
I want to hug them so bad right now. But we can do nothing. They have to go through this with their family on their side. This is a family affair.
Changmin`s granny died too so most of the boys are in really deep pain now and the others surely suffer with them.
I need to be honest and I will say I thought of the Park family a few times while working today. I was distracted by wondering if they are nearly okay but yeah, of course they are not. Their father died (for their mom the husband). No one can be alright then.
okay, I will cut the spazz today too. I don`t feel like spazzing with the park family crying and being in the deepest pain.
So: spazz-free area today again. I´m sorry.